One day, I was playing with my laptop... For hours...Then I felt like wanna eat.. So I planned to go to the cafe...I went to the bathroom to wet my hair....When i was splashing the water on my hair..Suddenly my back was sooooooooooo hurt.Then i canceled to go to cafe and then went back to my room...I lied on the bed and it really hurt... I cant stand up well... Then I close my eyes for a while and bared with the pain....That nite I went to have lunch outside with Akmal.. But the pain was still there...In the car, I was saying.."Arghh... It hurt.." and Akmal was ignoring me(you r so cruel!!!)..After got back from lunch, Akmal was in my room for a while to copy something from my laptop... I asked him to step on my back... But he was tooooo lazy.....But now the pain is gone... thanks to MYSELF!!!!!
Today I have no class... So me, Liyana and Mak went to Pizza Hut.. I ate spaghetti...Then i went to buy my toilet slipper, sponge(not SpongebBon) and face cleanser. I paid my broadband bill, reload my phone talktime(both numbers) and bought two magazines(Entertainment type of course). Then we got back to hostel.
Then after I got back, I was lying on my bed... Then I sent a text to Helmi.
"Karok!!(As in karaoke)" "Mm when?" "Now!" "Ok!"
We went to the karaoke box and bought 22 songs.... Now I almost cant talk.. Sexy voice... hahahahahah...... Seriously, our combination can make any hard songs or unreachable notes become possible... But Helmi's voice is very classic... I mean, he can reach any high note but not in a modern way of singing... Can u imagine Gun N Rosses singer sings in Malay???? Ok... Thats it... And I admit he have a powerful voice... More than mine... But I prefer modern way of singing... 22 songs are a bit hard for us.. So Helmi bought a bog bottle of mineral water... But he is soooo fool, bough the cold one... and the karaoke box is cold enough... These are some of the songs we sang....
Once - Dealova Wings - Opera Hidup Wings - Hukum Karma Wings - Di Ambang Wati Wings - Nur Nilam Sari Wings - Alif Ba Ta Duniaku Backstreetboys - Larger Than Life Faizal Tahir - Mahakarya Cinta Melly Goeslaw - Ku Bahagia Search - Meniti Titian Usang
These are my fav songs among the 22... hahahaha....
Now I am going to
show all of the step responses of my brain for a 3 types of condition.
No test, quiz or
exam:
After waking up
from sleep I can approach the steady state (ease mood) easily without having
any panic and pressure.
With quiz and
test:
After waking up
from sleep, I will feel a lil’ panicked and pressured before I can be in ease
mood. The ease mood can be get by studying, but not very hard since this is
just quiz or test.
Final Exam:
After waking up
from sleep, a very high pressure and panic will attack me and eventho I study,
it will take a very long time to decrease the pressure before I can feel in
ease.
Hahahaha.. I
never know I can do brain simulation
I’m on my bed now, 1.24am, 4 October 2009, watching Lara
Fabian video, Requiem Pour Un Fou. I just dunno what to do… Haaaaa….. I need to
wake up early but I just cant sleep… My eyes are not following my order..
Recently, they like to cause me trouble, I even didn’t go to my class coz I slept
late. I need to lecture this eyes… Huhuhu….
Hey eyes!!!
What do you want from me???
U want to watch porn??
No way!!
I need to study test and quiz next.
If you want porn then wait till I am done with the test and quiz.
Ok???
Its been 2 weeks since you started to to cause
me sleep too late…
This is hard for me…
If I keep on skipping my 8am classes…
I will be in a big trouble…
You want me to cancel all of your porn
watching time???
If you want to have that time, then
follow my order..
Zach is a 22-year-old aspiring artist who has put off his dreams of going to art school in order to work and take care of his sister Jeanne, his disabled father, and his five-year-old nephew Cody. Working as a short-order cook to make ends meet, Zach escapes during his free time to paint, draw murals, surf, and hang out with his best friend Gabe, as well as with his on-again, off-again girlfriend Tori.
When Gabe's older brother Shaun comes home to cure a case of writer's block, Zach and Shaun develop a close friendship as Shaun encourages Zach to take control of his life and pursue his ambition of going to art school. Their friendship develops into an intimate relationship, while at the same time Shaun builds a strong bond with Cody.
Jeanne learns that Zach has been spending time with Shaun and warns Zach that Shaun is gay and to keep Cody away from him. Though his sister is reluctant to accept that Zach himself may be gay, both Gabe and Tori are supportive. Nevertheless, Zach's relationship with Shaun is strained by his sense of obligation to support his family versus his relationship with Shaun and his desire to pursue his own dreams. Shaun submits Zach's art school application, and Zach is eventually accepted on full scholarship. When Jeanne's boyfriend gets a job requiring her to move and leave Cody with Zach, Zach is forced to decide between putting others first and neglecting his own dreams as he has always done, and fighting for what he truly wants, both for himself and Cody. He finally discovers that affirming his love for Shaun and going forward with his art career ends up providing the best solution to his dilemma.
Personal Comment: This is the first gay theme movie I ever watched, and this is a good movie. 4 Star!!!!
Lara in the house again!! This is what I call Lara genre of music... Hahahaha.... She nailed it perfectly.... She is back... Who says she is not powerful anymore?? She just changed her style and the current style is better... She is older and she need to change her style to be more mature... Hmmm I like this song so much... She should come here... She can beat Siti Nurhaliza or Ning Baizura just like that.... The guy who played the piano is the writer of this song.. He made a great decision to let Lara sing this song... Its a powerful song... Lets watch her performance of the song..
I meet Akasyah at Bazaar Ramadhan at FAB.... I went there wit Chot... While we were walking to search for food... We found Akasyah(picture above).... I went to him then I stepped on his feet purposely... The he said somethin... "I can't say anything bad to you or else you will say something bad bout me in your blog." I was laughing that time... Someone do afraid of my blog... I should proud or what????
Hmmm... Last week I went back to KL.... To start my Ramadhan there.... Anyway... I went back with Akmal... and Asyraf too.... Akmal said he is a role model for all drivers (actually he said he is Pemandu Berhemah!!!)... Ok now we will see......
Focus!!!1
Control!!!
I like this kind of pictures... Its like Akmal making a cover for album.... This album will be sold at KTC... Titled AKU PEMANDU BERHEMAH...
Akmal!!!! Is this a good driver????? Owh..... Hahahah He didnt meant to do that....
Asyraf.....He is just a SHY guy....Like me... Hahahaha....Me?.... Shy?? Yah!
Pretend to sleep....
Sleep.... At Ayer Keroh while waiting for his friend...
Still waiting....
Anyway.. I think I helped Akmal by doing this... He's only have 2 pictures.. From what I know lah... The pic he was wearing his white and black strips t shirt and the pic where he was wearing his grey t shirt and with wearing sun glasses.... By doing this.. I manage to increase the number of his pictures... Sekian... Terima kasih...
Remember that nite? It was raining, it was so cold.
Under my black umbrella, I walked on the dark road.
My coat got wet as I watched cats in their fight.
But there you are, standing under the red light.
You were leaning against the wall, smoking.
I saw you smiling but the truth is you were crying.
You saw me walking up to you, you covered up your pain.
Tried to hide the tears, you went standing under the rain.
Under the umbrella we walked through the street.
You smiled at me, like everything was sweet
But from your calls, I knew you were hurt.
In those red eyes of yours, I saw the word.
You drank the hot chocolate, under the blanket.
You looked outside the window, the heavier the rain get.
On my white couch, you hugged yourself harder
And then, the tears that were hiding before, there they are.