Aha! I like to talk bout friends..... Here at Skudai, I am still trying to be as flexible as I can so that I can make friends with everyone.... But come to think of it, it's a kind of hipocryte rite??? I tried to use my smartness and knowledge to attract people to know me...(such a cheap person I am)... I think that it's useless if I do something like tha rite? People be your friend because you are smart, not because you are human.. I think you know what I mean.... Yeah.. my friends.. I have a lot of friends,,, But they only come to me when they have academic problem... If they dont understand something, they will come to me.... I cant just say "I dont want to teach you!". Toooooo selfish rite? Sometimes when I was sleeping, they knocked my door and smile and said "You were sleeping?" In my heart I said "Hahahaha I am not sleeping! I am jerking myself off ahahahah!!!!"
You know what it feels when your friends talked something bad behind you and you can feel it. When you went to their room.. you can feel the mood is changing.... Cold!!!!!!
Thats why I think it'll be better if I just stay in my room... study if I think I want to... sleeping.. singing....
One more thing... I know that I am smart.... Hehehehe... My friens used to asked me.."You study a lot? How come you are so clever?" I answered.."No I didnt study too much.. Allah gave me a brain that can absorb anything..." Hahahahaha.... In my heart I said..."Owh thanks for your complement... Of course I studied a lot.. You damn shit... If I spend my time like you guys.. smoking and playing guitar and do a stupid talk... I will never be this clever...."
Argh... I think my most favourite friends(not including my friends from school) are Kila...Puteri(Let)... Amal... Ikin....Ummmm thats all I think... I have a few of guy friends... People around me always staring at me coz I hang with girls a lot.... Ummm I think it's not wrong rite? My guy friends always say that it's a shame to hang wit girls a lot("Fuck you!!! Then your girlfriend is a guy?") They feel it's a shame but once they saw me with a beautiful girls they will keep asking and ask for her number and so on... Idiot.....
The thing about guys that I hate(Hey I know i I am a guy but I can hate myself or my kind rite?) is they want people to see them as a GUY guy.... Thats why I rarely make friends with guys.... Sorry guys....
I want to make friends with guys in my new class... but it's hard for me.... They saw me hang with girls and they will keep a distance from me... Haaaaaaaah..... Such a hard time for me(Again!!!) But I will try my best to make friend with them without being hipocryte..... But there is a guy who called me 'Abang'(Brother)... Arghhh... Sensitive word for me... Taboooo!!!1 I know that I am the oldest one coz me and my friends are from diploma and they are 1 to 3 years younger than us... But still I never allow my friends to call me 'Abang'. Yarkrh.... I am still young......
