Thursday, December 11, 2008
Identity Crisis!!!!

During this one month holiday I went out with my old friend from secondary school.... Name @@@@@... Hehehehe! Secret!!!!.....

We went to Suria KLCC to watch BOLT!!!! Wof!!!! @@@@@ sat next to me.... We went out only the two of us.... Of course @@@@@ sat next to me rite?????

Before this when @@@@@ sit next to me, I felt nothin, but that time I felt somethin weird.... My heart beated in weird way.... I think it played the song Lose My Breath by Destiny's Child... Hahahaha!!! But seriously my heart beated in a weird way.... I know that somethin wrong is happening to me...... I was so scared........

After that we went to McD for dinner.... Wahhhh McD for dinner... yum yum.... We sat faced each other...... I couldn't avoid @@@@@ eyes.... I cant avoid the eye contact... I tried but next time I realized that I was looking deep in to @@@@@'s eyes.....

Maybe this is LOVE but I dont wanna make a rough conclusion... Firstly I concluded that this is a kind of friendship love... But after a while I think that thats not it.... I know how friendship love feels...

Then I tried to conclude that this is LOVE... but its impossible since @@@@@ is a GUY!!!! I know that I ignored my sexuality for a long time... I never mind to search for partner..... Buy when this happened I feel soooo tense....

HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted at 08:49 am by Malade

Malade
May 9, 2009   01:03 PM PDT
 
Me??? Gay? Hmmm let me say this... I had gf before this... so what if people wanna say i am gay, i know who i am.. thats all.... xoxo gossip boy
sape tah
May 6, 2009   10:01 AM PDT
 
@@@@@ is a guy and.... u'r so gay??
i know ur secrets....
xoxo, gossip girl...
intan
March 11, 2009   06:12 PM PDT
 
weh...

ko dh gile ke ape?

@@@@@ tu sape?

aku cm tau jer..

hahah

kile
January 9, 2009   09:26 PM PST
 
hey..
wat's with the strange heartbeat thingy?
huhu..
who's da girl?
is it the german girl u always talk about?
 

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