Thursday, December 11, 2008
During this one month holiday I went out with my old friend from secondary school.... Name @@@@@... Hehehehe! Secret!!!!.....
We went to Suria KLCC to watch BOLT!!!! Wof!!!! @@@@@ sat next to me.... We went out only the two of us.... Of course @@@@@ sat next to me rite?????
Before this when @@@@@ sit next to me, I felt nothin, but that time I felt somethin weird.... My heart beated in weird way.... I think it played the song Lose My Breath by Destiny's Child... Hahahaha!!! But seriously my heart beated in a weird way.... I know that somethin wrong is happening to me...... I was so scared........
After that we went to McD for dinner.... Wahhhh McD for dinner... yum yum.... We sat faced each other...... I couldn't avoid @@@@@ eyes.... I cant avoid the eye contact... I tried but next time I realized that I was looking deep in to @@@@@'s eyes.....
Maybe this is LOVE but I dont wanna make a rough conclusion... Firstly I concluded that this is a kind of friendship love... But after a while I think that thats not it.... I know how friendship love feels...
Then I tried to conclude that this is LOVE... but its impossible since @@@@@ is a GUY!!!! I know that I ignored my sexuality for a long time... I never mind to search for partner..... Buy when this happened I feel soooo tense....
HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!