I went to my class at 9.30am. The class started at 10am. I
mean it supposed to start at 10am. As usual I will listen to my mp4 wherever I
go (how bout toilet???). That day I listened to a slow, sad mood song by
Anggun, Berganti Hati(Malay version). That song have it’s French and English version
Rien A Ecrire and No Song. Very very sad mood song…. Huhuh.. Suits me..
My classmates and me waited for more than 15 minutes in
class but the lecturer didn’t come. What kind of lecturer skipped 3 weeks
classes??? Huhuh… If I got bad result, I’ll kill this lecturer. We decided to
go back to hostel. I walked to the bus stop.
When I was at the bus stop, the Anggun’s song was still playing.
As waiting for the bus, I sang along with Anggun. Wah… Duet with Anggun!! As me
and Anggun singing along, suddenly the sky became dark and the wind came. The
dried and yellow leaves fell down after they got blown by the wind. Suddenly I
felt like I was doing a music video, hahaha…. Can you imagine?? You are sitting
alone at a bus stop, singing a sad song under a cloudy sky, leaves fell down,
blown by the wind.
I thought I was doing MV, I searched for video and the
director and of course my make up artist. Hahahahah. But I couldn’t….. So sad….
Remember that nite? It was raining, it was so cold.
Under my black umbrella, I walked on the dark road.
My coat got wet as I watched cats in their fight.
But there you are, standing under the red light.
You were leaning against the wall, smoking.
I saw you smiling but the truth is you were crying.
You saw me walking up to you, you covered up your pain.
Tried to hide the tears, you went standing under the rain.
Under the umbrella we walked through the street.
You smiled at me, like everything was sweet
But from your calls, I knew you were hurt.
In those red eyes of yours, I saw the word.
You drank the hot chocolate, under the blanket.
You looked outside the window, the heavier the rain get.
On my white couch, you hugged yourself harder
And then, the tears that were hiding before, there they are.